Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Each time we face our fear, we gain strength, courage, and confidence in the doing

I suppose I'll use this entry to talk about the occurrences of yesterday and today. Yesterday I woke up (10 again. gah!) and headed out to do all the errands I didn't manage to do on Sunday.  Me and My Roommate Lynds was all over the place. the mall, grocery store, barnes & nobel, etc. We ate Lunch at this super cute little bistro in Little Italy. The second time in 4 days. We got back home around 6pm and were exhausted. We did the usual routine. i took care of work stuff, we baked yummy cookies, made dinner, nice warm shower and then we watched Friends With Benefits. We've gotten pretty routine in watching a movie every night before bed. i like it. I let yesterday stress me out a lot for no reason. I started thinking about NYC and my career, i freaked myself out.  I was told to start on my second book and i got nervous. Luckily I have these wonderful things called friends that came over to cheer me up then I cried. I cried a lot yesterday. it was just one of those days i suppose. I was happy, but at the same time i was so worried about that book and if you know me at all, you'll know that that is something that I am absolutely INCREDIBLY passionate about. Sometimes my head smacks right into a wall and I can't write a single word and that is the single most frustrating thing to deal with. bleh. I'm going to put every ounce of passion i have into that book. I'll just hope for the best and move on. What else can I do!?