Rant

Warning: Rant.You know those really annoying days when everything on the outside is okay but internally your totally falling apart? I'm experiencing that right now. Not only does my head seem to be banging in time with every letter I type out, but I still haven't had any luck with finding a apartment and I just have had a hellish few days. Also I'm feeling shaky and yet I have no idea why, I did put it down to my lack of eating but then I swallowed a whole granola bar plus a few strawberries and still feel like I'm going to faint any minute now.Last night I couldn't sleep, I switched off my tv at around eleven and settled down for a good eight hours sleep but it never came. I don't know if it was because I was sick or letting other things get to me. Now my head is banging non stop. Did I mention that? Well I'll mention it again because damn it its my blog. Ive taken stuff for the pain but nothings happened. Plus I should be writing, I haven't written in over a week and that's so bad! Its bad because I don't even have writers block! I'm too lazy. Seriously, I'm thinking of taking the day off tomorrow and do nothing because I cant be bothered to deal with all this bullshit. I know it doesn't sound that bad but, trust me, it is. However, hopefully, I'll post a little later and it'll be a little better. Lets see.