Tuesday, January 26, 2010

A Life Documented

I was asking myself last night - when I sat down to do a blog post and never actually thought of anything to write - why I choose to document my life for everyone to see? Miranda says its because I'm relatable, I can see that I guess. I mean, despite my tendency to change my hair color regulary and the stupid drama which seems to surround me - I'm just like any other 22 year old. My life isn't fascinating, it's pretty unadventurous to be honest. But for some reason people enjoy reading about my problems, my thoughts and feelings. Sorta strange. I guess I'm perceived a certain way, people seem to get the wrong impression from me from the internet. And in the end I'm pretty average. Hate to break it to you but I'm normal. It bemuses me how I even got the attention that I did in the beginning. If people actually knew me in person they would probably go - "wow this chick is boring ". Yet people still come back here because they want to know my life. Maybe similiar things have happened to my readers? Or maybe they have nothing better to do with their time? Even though I've only had this blog for around 7 months I notice how quickly my life has changed. Not only that but how I write. I literally cringed when I read my first few posts back then. I sound so immature - meh I guess I am. People either get the impression that I'm this big believer in everything spiritual and does no wrong yet the flipside is I'm a party animal with hundreds of boyfriends. I think I fit neither. Hopefully this blog will tell the world what I'm really like.