sometimes i think i am the single-most awkward girl on the planet. I feel like i have the ability to make the most confident person just feel so strange in my presence. But then again, most of the time its just ME that feels awkward in a situation. i really love reading blogs and such about girls and the boys they adore. Whether they be crushes, boyfriends, or husbands... its lovely. but any who, i guess my point with that is... i wish i could stop being so weird! ha! Good luck with that one Alyssa! oh my word! i get really SILLY when a boy i'm interested in comes around. I'm just happy it seems no one else notices but I myself feel like I'm just a babbling mess. Here i am, almost 24 years old *yikes*, and i'm just ready for a MATURE relationship. it'll be good when it comes around. i know it :) I'm in absolutely no rush though. I actually hope its a while until I meet someone, it seems like the last 2 years have been nothing but boys boys boys, I've had no time to myself. so its good to get some me time. Blah.
In other, totally non-related news, its now 3:12am and i'm sitting in my undies in my bed with my adorable snoring puppies by my side and i've been writing for hours. i shouldn't do that after midnight. my usually sloppy ways get even sloppier. My rooms a mess and nothing is where I want it to be, its driving me insane. i can't tell you how much i'm looking forward to just moving crap around in my room! it'll be therapeutic!
