Heat

Usually I'm always the one clamouring to get outside when its gorgeous but this weekend I've been the total opposite. Its almost unbearingly hot- take yesterday I went on a bike ride with friends and by the time I came back I had sweated off all my makeup. Yeah. Ugh. I think the heats making me ill. I don't know why I think its so hot I mean I did live in California my whole life. I fell asleep last night at around 2ish and then woke again at 4am and couldnt sleep because of the heat - even with the air on I had kick off all my covers. I swear I started hullicinating or having really fucked up dreams. You know the ones where you think you're screaming? And you try and stop only to wake up and find your actually not screaming. Yeah, confusing. I had one of those amongst other bizarre scenarios. Eventually I drifted off to sleep at around 5:30am only to wake up at 8, pad to the bathroom, go back to bed then wake up at 9. I am refusing to go out today no matter how fucking gorgeous it is out there, I refuse! I feel sick, I have a headache (so going on the laptop maybe isnt the best thing to do) and I'm bored. Bored, bored, bored. I have absolutely nothing to do today except trying to get rid of this headache that has been pursuing me for the last day and a half and maybe, if I get inspired, I can continue my writing... yeah *snort* like that'll happen.